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May 10, 2006
PAIN
Suddenly I'm 10 years old, I've done nothing wrong but still I have a grievous punishment ahead of me. Growing up in a good clean christian household spankings were frequent and once my dad was angry, unrelenting. Now I'm back there again, the blows keep falling, the pain keeps pouring on and no matter what I do to try and stop it, no matter how I plead or cry, she just keeps slashing away. Even now I scream at the top of my lungs, frantic to stop the pain, wishing with everything I am just to make it go away, to disappear, and myself with it. Stop... please, just stop... I can't take this anymore... stop it.
stop it
STOP IT!
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May 9, 2006
Old faithful
There are days I am alikened to a faithful dog. Kick me and I'll come back for more. Forget to feed me, I'll just wait, silently, patiently, until it suits you. No matter how horrid your treatment, I still defend you, I still look up to you with those stupid little dependant eyes eager for approval and affection. I would walk over a thousand miles, through burning deserts, fire, ice, hail, rain, snow, all just to get to you and for what? a pat on the head, an 'at-a-boy?
Yes.
For me, its enough, I'll continue to be battered, beaten, worn thin, replaced, and forgotten just so long as there is even the slightest glimmer of hope that you'll look into my eyes and say, "how could I not love such a stupid mutt like you?"
There are days when I am alikened to a dog.
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