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April 28, 2005

Twinkle Twinkle

These diamonds they beg for release
A burning sea of them torrid and weltering
I hear their plea in the crashing against my insides
I see it written in crystalline froth

This would all be so much easier if I could let them out
For years they have been turned and the dam swollen with their BITTER seed

Searing light tears and shreds me inside shimmering off their darkest sparkle.
An ocean of glistening ribbons slick with BITTER diamonds
The pain sometimes is so great, pressure so strong, against the dam
My body aches, inside out, going through the motions but the cheeks remain dry

I am a pauper in the way that a heartbroken pubescent girl is an aristocrat
I need so badly to feel the release of a decade or more.

How can I hold this for much longer, there diamonds are killing me
The tide grows with the distance. Stronger. Harder
My soul, my heart it aches, bursting like a fountain head.
Shine down, scissor down, burn down, fall down…. down….


Or not.

Posted by Strange at 6:55 AM | Comments (3) | TrackBack

April 21, 2005

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Sometimes the BITTER can only be described by a deep, beastial, gutteral cry from which your throat would rupture and spill flecks of blood upon your lips.

Who do you think you are to turn these people against me
You fucking puppet, turned yourself by mainstream, by what you have been told is best
Who do you think you are that you would tell me, me of all people that you are something you're not.
Fuck you and your immature flakey bullshit!
Who do you think you are that the world revolves around your petty needs, better car, better woman, better job, better friends
Fucking drama queen, nothing better than that.
Who do you think you are to take what I have given to you and never give another thing back unless it suits you.
Dishonorable thief, wanton fucking idiot, is there a brain in that skull, a heart in that chest?
Who do you think you are...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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